Answering questions from a follower
My question concerning life is one: what is the point? There is no point to existence, there never existed a “void” a “nothingness” in which this existence spontaneously happened. It just is, and this makes my mind go insane, because normally everything has a cause and comes from something previous to it. But existence is just eternal effect, and nothing caused it.
My deepest fear is the fear of having fear; fear is horrible. Throughout my life I’ve had some panic attacks (but not many) concerning the fear of death and eternal “nothingness”. But I’ve rationalized death, so I don’t have this fear anymore, but I still do have a fear of that death fear.
Five things I’ve learned about life is that 1) everything depends on perspective 2) life is like a flowing river of moods, slowly changing through time 3) you are always on your way, always becoming, wanting what is lacking, missing, filling the same emptiness inside that has always existed 4) everything sort of comes and goes, especially people, so we must celebrate the arrivals as well as the partings 5) everyone is sort of like you, but not like you at the same time. Its confusing heh.